Y .Monday, February 19, 2007.
how will you know if you are in love?
is it when your heart beats so fast? when you can't obliterate his smile from your mind? when your mouth doesn't stop telling stories about him? or is it when you start wondering if you are in love? well, i think so. hehe.
YYY
3:31 PM
Y .Saturday, February 17, 2007.
achievement test
ang hirap!!! buti pa yung math madali dali. eh ung chem? never mind, haha. ala akong masabi. sana pumasa.
SUN SIM
i finally bought my sun sim card. the number is 09223330868. i am so happy. hehe. actually, i was excited for almost three days and that was the only reason-i'll shift to suncell. but my globe is still open. i'm using two phones which as now making me crazy. both are unlimited. both were attacked by messages and im goin' crazy in replying. hehe. but it feels nice that many text you, a way of saying 'i remember you'.
lucky me
first, my parents love me. so much. and i can really feel it. maiiyak na ako sa pagmamahal nila. pakiramdam ko ako na ang pinakamaswerteng tao sa mundo. and because of them, wala na akong mahihiling pa. i just realized na having them gave me this statement: "wala akong karapatang maging malungkot. sila pa lang, sobra sobra na." i just hope that everyone will realize how lucky we are to have our parents. (basil, reconciliation will come in the right place in the perfect timing. and for sure if it enters in your heart, you'll be the happiest man ever. forgive your father. please listen to me.. please.) second, my friends. do i need to mention all? i guess no need. you know who you are. to my trustworthy friends, i love you. and because i love you, i'll have my group message-like here. hehe. just look out for your name. thanks.
maria: nag eenjoy ako sa mga manok natin. pasensya kayo, ako ang nagwagi. hehe.
bogs: magsun ka na rin. intayin ka namin.
jo: salamat talaga. hindi ko makakalimutan yung mga panahon na andyan ka sa tabi ko. you deserve to be happy.
baby lou: darating na si agent X44. nararamdaman ko. hehe. joke.
jim: two timer ka talaga. magsisisi ka. bleh!
maricel: i miss you na. sana makipagpalit ka na sa akin ng upuan. cute ka naman eh! (suhol? hehe.)
rona: i miss you so much. especially the bonding.
ronil: i also miss you. as in.
deidri: hi. i miss the way you touch my hair. hihi.
monica: salamat sa lecture. dahil sayo nakapag aral ako.
loida: adik ba talaga ako? baka naman nagkakamali ka. pag isipan mo ulit. hehe.
vennice: so hows the page 38 of our AP book? it almost killed me last night. promise.
steph: hinay hinay lang sa exam. hehe.
kim: mang aagaw ka. hehe. si tababoy na lang ba naman sinusungkit mo pa. haha. peace.
diana beth: mamimiss kita. hehe.
ivan: nadagdagan na naman ung mga nagsabi sa akin na maganda ako. in short, dumadami na ang mga bulag ngayon. bakit kaya hanu?
kristine: di ko na ata naririnig ang mga tawa mo? hehe.
glory: i love you too.
aprille: you are important to us. don't cry. we are here for you.
nixson: sino ba talaga kuya? hehe. eto ulit ako, magpapasalamat sa lahat ng utang na loob ko sayo. ingat lagi.
yvan: magkakaayos din kayo don't worry.
keith: you are such a lucky one to grab *****'s heart. yihee!!!
ice: masaya ako dahil mas close tayo ngayon. at kinikilig ako sa story mo. hehehe!!!
basil: forgive and forget. edgar!!!u hahaha.
christian: you still have time. grab the chance! hehe. go go go!!!
ate roxy: someday we'll be in ateneo and we'll be a part of it. hehe. sana talaga. pangarap ko makapasa dun.
john: always be happy okay?
emman: ayee!!! kilig to the bones! hehe. sana lagi kayong happy.
ate kate: i love you. thank you so much.
ate karla: miss you.
ate ivy: magkikita rin tayo. i'll wait. hehe.
ate juhley: musta na ba? miss you din.
ate kathy: paramdam ka naman.
ate bea: dont worry i'm very fine.
kuya jeff: naka sun ka ba?
kuya jem: yabang talaga Univ Scho. hehe. keep it up!
sa reypyel ngayon: kakatuwa kayo. hehe.
ate laiza: thanks alot sa company.
jinsey navinia cathy casey karl cyrilyn bogus manilyn jenyrose: kakaenjoy kanina sa jollibee. hehe. nakakabaliw din pala kayo.
kuya chard: nakakamiss ka. swear.
ma'am angeles: thank you po sa pakikinig sa akin.
kamias: wow naman, naka sun ka na rin. hehe. natutuwa ako. ingat ka lagi ha.
hayy.. pagod na ako. hehe. sana naging masaya kayo. pinaghirapan ko din yan. haha. ingat tayong lahat. remember, ang paggising natin ay napakalaking biyaya na.
muwah!
YYY
6:49 PM
Y .Monday, February 12, 2007.
all the things you'll read must be kept. the memories are secrets. not all knows it. i trust you. please. thank you.
the preparations
first, my gown. yeah. that was a rush. know why? coz vonticar bridals promised to deliver my gown friday night. but then they said it'll be saturday morning. argh. ok ok, saturday morning. after waking up, a message came saying they'll bring it at 2pm. oh no! it couldn't be. so i decided to go there. my goodness. the sleeve is falling, it's loose, too long and daring at the back. so what will happen if i failed to go there? it's good that i have gone to san miguel and check my gown. but then it was fixed. the color is a shade of orange. a balloon type. second, my nails. i undergo manicure and pedicure. that was all. hehe. third, my hair and make up. i decided lawrence palma to fix my hair. he (or she. hehe!!) knew what is the right style for my rebonded hair for in case it'll be a mess, it's his (her!!) fault. haha. my make up was fine. i have a blue shade on my eyes that made me look like a gay. nyeee.
i promised myself that whatever happens, i'll not ruin my night.
the program
my classmates let me turned around. they wanna see my gown. and then, that's it. hehe. the entrance was pretty good. actually, it looks so organized but not! the sequence was wrong. some pairs that were supposed to be in front were at the back. anyway, no problem arise in terms of the table. so the program started. so far so nice. except for the fact that im the only one who kept talking in our table. kuya gerardo and kuya marvic enjoyed teasing me. and i enjoyed laughing on their super corny jokes. haha!! ako ay PONKAN NA PONKAN daw. after an hour, transferring of seats spread. good that kuya gerico turned out to be my new seatmate. yehey!!! by the way, he's a close friend of kamias. la lang. haha.
dance.. dance.. dance..
eto ang pinaka inabangan sa prom. ayan tagalog na. mas maganda. hehe. bago lumusob ang st. francis sa dance floor, nagpicturan muna. haha. kanya kanyang pose. at ayan, naglitawan ang mga bading na babae dati. lahat kami ay tawang tawa sa mga bagong ahit ang kilay. hindi na namin sila marecognize. wahaha!! ang highlight ay si kim. nag anyong babae siya nung prom night. as in nagulat kami. hihihihi. matapos ang pictorial, "sugod mga kapatid!!!!!!" nung una, sweet songs ang naka play pero dahil walang gaanong pumunta at nahihiya pa (ang mga torpe), pinalitan ng rock. unti unti tuloy tumayo ang mga tao. hataw. giling. kendeng. kembot. indayog. moment to ng lahat. ang mga mahihinhin, daig pa full charged. ang mga lalaking walang kimi, todo bigay. haha!!! so ayan, natapos ang rock. isinunod ang sweet. ang una ko atang nakasayaw ay si jim. hindi ako sure. tapos pinagpasa pasahan na ako dahil puro change partners na. nakaka enjoy. konti. (weee) then nung ala na akong kasayaw, sila'y nagsigawan. malakas. rinig ko talaga. "ayyiiiieeehhh!!!!!!!" so anong meron? whaaa!!!! ayan, si kamias, parating. grabe. hindi ko alam kung ano na ang naging reaksyon ko nun. hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. at dahil sweet ang tugtog, ang mga kamay ko ay nasa mga balikat na niya. pinipilit kong alalahanin kung ano ang unang kantang sinayaw namin pero di ko talaga maalala. obviously, wala ng pumapasok sa utak ko nun. hehe!!! nagkwentuhan kami. nag usap. habang ang mga classmates ko na nasa tabi namin ay walang ginawa kung hindi mangharot tulad ng "ang daming langgam... anu ba yan kinakagat na ako", "go ******! go cathy!", "ayiiehhh, moment nila to. haha." at "lumayo kayo, nakakaistorbo tayo." ang tanging reaksyon lang naming dalawa ay ang mangiti. hindi ko talaga ineexpect na isasayaw niya ako. nasabi pa niya habang nagsasayaw na "alam mo buti at hindi na ako nahiyang isayaw ka." nangiti lang ako nun. nakalipas ang apat na kanta, napagod na ako. sabi ko sa kanya gusto kong uminom. at aba, gentleman pala siya! sinamahan niya ako. bago kami umalis sa dance floor, sabi niya "tara. kapit." at nakahanda na ang kamay niya. so nag-abrisyete na ako. syempre, may mga side comments pa rin, sangkatutak na asaran. nakita kami ng mga classmates kong nakaupo. naglakad kami ng naka escort siya, hiyang hiya ako. pagkatapos uminom, inaya niya ako sa sacred heart. gusto raw niya magpapicture kami. (whaaattttt!!!!! muka akong bading ngayon. grr. nakakahiyang tumanggi.) one, two, three. aun, nakuhanan na kami. pero may isa pa pala. camera daw niya ang gamitin. one, two, three. aun, may pic na kami sa digicam niya. gusto kong kunin sa kanya para mailagay ko dito. pero paano? haha. yaan niyo na. teka hindi pa tapos ang kwento. bumalik kami sa dance floor, nagsayaw ulit. sweet na naman. pero biglang nagrock kaya umupo na ako. sinamahan niya ako sa table. ngunit maya maya ay pumunta na siya sa sayawan para makapag enjoy. haaayyyyy. napakasaya ko na nun. as in kumpleto na ang gabi ko!! mahaba pa ang oras, tinuloy ko ang pagsayaw. kasama ng mga kaklase ko. giling at kanya kanya pa ring steps. masaya. sobrang masaya. alternate ang mga kanta, sweet at rock. iba iba ang mga nakasayaw ko. si basil, ivan, nixson, billy, etc. ang tagal ng sayawan. pawis na pawis na kaming lahat. kapag napapagod, umuupo sandali tapos hataw ulit! tumagal un ng isang oras. may mga islaman pa nga. hmp. istorbo sila, natutunggo kami. haha. naging sweet ulit ang mga songs. hanggang sa mapunta ako sa st. raphael dahil inaya akong magsayaw ni kuya richard. then hiningi ako ni kuya neil at kuya emil. tapos si kamias ulit ang nakasayaw ko. napunta na naman ako sa kanya. second part na to. hehe. sweet ang kanta. kapag nangangawit na ako, hinahawakan niya ung isa kong kamay, salitan ang kanan at kaliwa tapos madalas, nasa mga balikat lang niya ang dalawang kamay ko. pinatugtog ang hawak kamay, if we fall in love, fallin, say you'll never go, sana maulit muli, etc. sabi nila "aba'y muntik na kayong maghiwalay noh??" ano naman kaya nakain nila at sobrang harot? wala namang dapat itukso weh. naalala ko, si jinsey ang nagsimula ng issue kaya lang kumalat. ang totoo, wala lang naman lahat. hehe. pero sana hindi na natapos ang gabing un. (gusto pala! haha. ang saya kasi eh. lalo na ung st. francis.) malayo na nga pala kami sa mga classmates ko nun. buti naman, at least konti ang mga manghaharot. pero di nakaligtas, nakita pa rin nila kami. nyaks! sumunod sa sweet ang mga kanta ng VST Company tulas ng "ahhh.. awitin mo, at isaayaw ko" so tinuruan pa niya ako. nakakaenjoy na nakakahilo dahil iniikot pa niya ako. good thing at hindi ko naman siya naapakan. nagpatugtog din ng salsa at tinuruan ulit niya ako. nakaka enjoy. promise. kahit pagod na ako nun at masakit na mga paa ko dahil naka high heeled shoes ako. ang tagal ko na kayang sumasayaw. at oo, siya pa rin ang kasayaw ko. hehe. taz naging rock na ulit. kaso, last ten minutes na lang. napaka bilis ng oras. malapit ng matapos ang promenade. at para sa mga huling kaganapan, umikot ang lahat sa amin ni bestfriends. kahit rock ang song, iba pa rin. hehe! matapos ang prom, magkahawak lang kami ng kamay. hanggang sa maupo kami holding hands. iba pala ang feeling. first time ko, at i'm sure first time din niya. actually kinunan nila ung mga kamay namin na magkahawak. ewan ko kung saan nila idi-dispaly ung mga pictures. marami pang nangyari kahit tapos na ang prom. masaya ko, sobrang saya. hindi ko makakalimutan ang lahat ng nangyari. better kung hindi na i-narrate ang next events dahil lihim na yon sa amin. sa hearts na lang itago. basta natapos ang prom. hehe.
conclusion
nakahiga na ako sa kama. naaalala ko pa rin ang mga nangyari. lahat. bawat moment. napakasaya ko. ang prom ang gabing hinding hindi ko makakalimutan. ang mga first times. tulad ng pagsasayaw kasama si kamias, ng mga classmates ko at ng aking bestfriends. sabi nila mahaba ang hair ko. may nagsabing naiinggit daw sila. meron namang buti pa raw ako nag enjoy. may nagjoke din na two timer ako. pero paano mangyayari un eh ala naman akong bf noh. hehe. may nagsabing kumpleto ang gabi ko at sobra pa. oo, sobra talaga. napakasaya talaga ng PONKAN NA PONKAN. (ako yun!!) napakaswerte ko dahil hindi nga nasira ang gabi ko. marami mang nabad trip, sana naging masaya sila kahit paano. i thank God for that night. as in. first and last experience, no regrets! sa lahat, nabitin man tayo, may debut pa ako di ba? bawi tayo! hehe. kay kamias, maraming salamat. imposibleng makalimutan kita dahil ikaw ang pinakamatagal na bumuo sa night ko. ingat ka sa pag-alis mo sa school. one day, magkikita tayo dun. sa lahat ng nangharot, wag kayo maingay okay? kay bestfriend, thank you sa last dance. dun sa holding hands na nangyari, hindi ko alam kung paano ang dapat ma-feel. basta masaya ako. sa mga kumuha ng pictures, huwag ipadevelop. itago niyo na lang o kaya burahin. issue pa yun eh. saka alam niyo naman na it's normal. (normal nga ba?!! hindi ko nga ineexpect un eh. haha.)
special mention
to my classmates, i enjoyed dancing, promise. that's the time na nagwala talaga ako. hehe. ivan, hindi ka man naging masaya, alam ko may part na nag enjoy ka. nagsayaw naman kayo ni jinsey ah?! yes naman, muling ibalik! hehe. john and christian, kung mejo nabadtrip din kayo, ok lang yan. naisayaw ninyo naman ang mga special someone ninyo. loida, bakit ka umiyak? ronil, mejo sad ka rin ata. sana nag enjoy ka. kristine, sana naman pagdating kay ivan hindi ka napagod. minsan ka lang niya ayain tapos ganun pa. maricel, ang cute ng damit mo. hehe!! jim, wala man sa smcb ang gusto mong isayaw, at least andito ako. hahaha, echos lang!! basil, salamat sa panghaharot ha! magaling ka talaga diyan. kuya chard, thank you. basta salamat. kim, isa kang madam president. hehe. bagay sayo maging babae. amie, ayiiehhh last dance niya si ex. hehe. leah, yabang napuri sa mic. yihaa!! aprille, huwag mo ikakalat sa kung saan ung nakuhanan mo. jo levin, okay lang yon, next time magsasayaw na tayo. hehe. sa mga bagong ahit ang kilay, goodluck sa inyo, i am telling you na kailangang i-maintain na yan dahil magiging gubat yan kapag hinayaan ninyong tumubo lang. you have to pluck. ouch yon!! haha.
that's all. thank you for reading although it's a waste of time. pictures will be posted some other time.
YYY
4:04 PM
Y .Thursday, February 08, 2007.
PNU battle of the chemistry wizardz 'o7
we participated in the PNU chemistry quiz last february 7 (that's yesterday). i was with jo levin and jerick. (sabit lang ako noh! haha.) the mechanics of the contest was the this: the commutative scores of the school's participants in the individual exam will be added and the top eight ranking schools will be qualified for the final round. the day before the contest, we were given half day to review but actually, what we did was to talk about our love lives and we enjoyed a lot. the next day, we arrived at around nine o' clock in the Phil. Normal University for sir dela pena came late. so we took our exam with my heart so nervous seeing 150 students because 50 schools joined in the battle. honestly, i found some items easy but there are also topics which i really can't answer. so the best solution: "just guess". then after the 90-minute test, we took our lunch in chowking and they were laughing at my order which is crispy noodles. i bet they haven't tasted the food. i felt shy for they waited for me in a couple of minutes coz i really eat so slow. a lot of stories were told by our principal (and we were used to it. hehe!!! si sir pa!) the time of the announcement came, here comes the eight placer, the seventh, the sixth, the fifth......... and so on. haayyy... st. mary's college of baliuag wasn't called. i can see the feeling of sadness mixed with disappointment (???) on sir's face. but then he managed to cheer up. we went home sad and realized that it was our fault not to review. now we have learned our lesson. on our way home, napaamin namin si jerick at sinabing "oo mahal ko si ___" wahahaha!!!! that day wasn't bad at all. at least we've known a fact from a loner type of person. for i and jo, it was such an achievement! ayiieehhh!!!!!!! hehe.
JS Promenade Practice
prom is near. it'll be on saturday and we had our first practice last tuesday. and my partner was kuya gerardo. he said "lagot ako kay neil." neil is his classmate. im clueless about what he said but i have a little idea on my mind. the reason was there was a time neil treated me in mcdo (yehey!!!) and there was a little issue on us which i just ignored but someone told me the truth that he got jealous daw kasi nagdate kami ni neil. (sino kaya un? haha. bakit kasi di niya ako ayain para di xa majelly noh? gusto pala. hehe!) so that was the story. i think neil's gf got jealous of me during the practice because neil is going close to me (i can't get rid of him. he's the one going close.) he'll get my watch pa nga after he sat beside me. then he stole my handkerchief that ends up running after each other. and someone covered my eyes from the back and because i couldn't remove the hands, we rotated til i was succesful and it was neil pala. nakita ng gf niya un. hay. harot kasi! hmp! selosa pa naman ung gf niya. another story about the practice held, maricel and jeff vee were partners. haha. kakilig. for sure they'll be the best pair of the night. here nga pala, my tablemates (?) were kuya marvic, kuya emil, kuya glen, rona, maricar and amie. yeah, it'll be a nice night. (well i hope so.) dont worry i'll post an entry about the js and pictures if possible.
we are pretty close
with whom? with jo. most of my classmates noticed that jo and i were so closed recently. if you'll ask me, i also don't know why but as now, we are indeed sharing a good friendship. he is so reliable and with that short time we've been close, i've known lot of things about him and vice versa. i thank him so much for all the help, advices, company and for being a real gentlemen everytime we're together. i hope we'll be closer and more discoveries from each other.... SOON!
3rd grading period awarding
the honors and conduct merit awardees were announced yesterday, wednesday, while we are on the contest. ivan was the one who told me the results. his first text message was "congrats". he said im the first honor again, jo was the next and the following were second honors already. wow!!!!!!! i was surprised because i am not expecting to be the top one again having low quizzes and some bad performances on certain subjects. i thank God for the wonderful blessing! and the better thing was i am also the first in the white conduct merit. (so my classmates concluded that being the noisiest in the room is the key to be the first in the conduct awardees. know why? because they say im the pinakamaingay daw and the room is silent if im not around.) i know that im so noisy. hehe!!! and that will be forever. no one can stop my mouth from talking, from laughing during serious discussions and from starting the "asaran". it's my nature okay? haha. at least may sense ako, ang mag-ingay. haha!! the bad thing, fourth grading was in the midlle part already, then within a month, the school year will end.
near farewell
after a month, year 06-07 will wave goodbye. i can't say that im happy. coz actually deep inside, im sad. why? first, the fourth year students will go, they'll have their own life, they'll take up college courses. and like last year, i'll miss them especially jinsey laiza and cathy. tumatak na rin sila sa puso ko kahit paano and how could i ever forget the times we are talking. anyway, i'll be happy for them. we can't stop the time. if i could just, i must have ceased the hands of the clock. second, we'll be the seniors na. i hate it. i don't like it. to be a senior is to have the feeling of doing the same, saying farewell to each other and to the school. plus we'll take the college entrance exams. who will not be nervous there ha? third, im afraid. im scared that the bonding between me and my friends will soon be shortened. i can't help but think of it and later i'll senti. and so the only thing i can say is do everything that will make ourselves happy and think of having no regrets at all. isipin mo, we'll not request for a time to be back naman if we have done everything on the past na di ba?
YYY
6:03 PM
Y .Sunday, February 04, 2007.
yey! after millions of trials, ivan finally got a
shot while we are on air.
someday.... we'll be Mother Ignacia. haha!!
this is the way we like whenever we don't
feel like attending mam mhegs' class...
even i'm in an investigatory rush, i could still
have pictorial like this. hehe! addict.
back being a child, i played balloons on our
xmas party. weeee!!!!!!!
another pose. yihaaa!!!!!!! (what grade do you
think mam mhegs will give us if she saw us
last time busy doing other things out of her
subject?? ahhmmm....)
no cease. tuloy ang ligaya!! hahaha!!! :p
we would like to thank ivan for his cam. without it, we'll be sad. hehe. actually, i hate cameras. but that was long ago. now i'm a [ivan's] digicam addict. more photos----SOON!!!
YYY
7:25 PM